Ray of Light

I spread my hands out, hoping to see the ten familiar little fingers, but in vain. All I see is the sea of blackness. 

What happened? Why is it so dark? It wasn't this way before. Everything was like rainbow colors, sparkling and shinning around me. It was full of life, not like this listless life i'm living. I could hear the sweet and soft melodies singing in harmony, but now? The only thing I hear is a silence that slowly grows deep into my bone. Sometimes, I could imagine hearing the raucous voices of a herd of large perching bird with mostly glossy black plumage and a heavy bill. 

It's misty, dark and humid! The screeching sound of my footsteps echoes through every corner. Or was there any boundaries to this place i'm stuck in? I'm completely lost. There's isn't any hint or specks of light in this horrible place. 

Lost? Lost! LOST! I can't keep on moving forward. I wanted to stay put and just give up on everything, but why can't I? What is this push that oblige me to move. There is no path in front of me. I'm frightened by this silence and this eerie darkness. I want to go home. 

Where's that ray of light when I needed it? Where's that comforting hug of yours when I needed it the most? Where's that familiar hand that used to pull me out of my deepest nightmare? 

Sitting with my arms wrapped around my cold legs. Waiting with fear and tears in my eyes. Emotions kept in a bottle, waiting for the right moment to spill out. I never knew today has finally arrived where I have come to realize how much I needed you. 

I need and miss you! Please find and bring me back to the real world. Love me like you used to. Show me that ray of light that guided me through out my life. 

Cherish me like there is no more tomorrow.

XoC* Dreamisty

P.S: There are times where darkest thoughts and feelings just appear. Best not to keep it, but instead just write it out. ;)