Life is just that Simple

Life is simple.

Letters, numerical values, unknowns;

Why make it into an equation?

Sing your heart out,

Spread your arms out,

Feel the breeze kiss your cheeks.

Smile when you're happy,

Cry when you're sad,

Scream when you're frustrated,

Vent when you're mad!

Dramas are troublesome,

Fairytales are deception,

Stories are short-lived. 

Holding back is an act of cowardice,

Resignation is foolishness,

Despair is a deficiency.

Why make it complex?

Life is not always a stumbling stone.

Why not just sing the happy song?

Sing "la la la" and forget malaise. 

XoC* Dreamisty

P.S: My thoughts are all over the place. Whatever I wrote above may not appear logical or may seem completely out of sense. I do apologize! :)

Wrong timing

Imagine jogging on a simple path, with nothing on each side of the road. Everyday, it was the same thing. This guy just jogs past you at this particular moment. He may not be the cutest guy or the most attractive person, but there was something about him that you just can't quite noticing.


Looking at him jog past you was a horrible hobby. Slowly, a feeling was developped. At first it was just a simple admiration, and then it grew to adoration; further on, it grew into a crush. Just like a stalker, you kept noticing his every moves and learnt more about him through his actions. The way he runs, the way his hair flicks over his eyes from time to time. Even the slightest detail you savour upon it, like what shoes he would wear on which day, and the clothes he would match with it.


Nothing escapes your eye.


One day, it just so happens, you tripped and he happened to past by. It was an embarassing mistake but then it just happened. In a blink of an eye, you just fell flat on your face. Wishing that the ground would swallow you up, you just stayed flat on the ground waiting for him to just pass by. BUT what do you know, he actually stopped to help you back on your feet.


It was just a small gesture, but it swept you off the ground. Ever since that day, you would say hi to each other. Soon the both of you became friends. It was just that moment and it created a friendship that you never expected. However, just when everything falls in place, you realised that he has a girlfriend. Everything just crashed back down at you.


Why? Just why must he have a girlfriend?


He was perfect. Everything about him was ideal just like in those movies. He was a perfect gentlemen. Everything he did gave tiny hints and increased your expectation. It was cruel, fate was cruel! All this feeling you had grew as time past, but now you had to throw it all away and go back to square one.


Your heart ached in that tiny chest cavity of yours. Everday was a torment to your heart. Voice of irrational feelings just kept making you think of numerous "What If". What if he actually liked you? What if he had a slight feeling for you? What if...

Was it right for you to keep waiting and hoping? Is this the right thing for you to do?

XoC* Dreamisty

Ray of Light

I spread my hands out, hoping to see the ten familiar little fingers, but in vain. All I see is the sea of blackness. 

What happened? Why is it so dark? It wasn't this way before. Everything was like rainbow colors, sparkling and shinning around me. It was full of life, not like this listless life i'm living. I could hear the sweet and soft melodies singing in harmony, but now? The only thing I hear is a silence that slowly grows deep into my bone. Sometimes, I could imagine hearing the raucous voices of a herd of large perching bird with mostly glossy black plumage and a heavy bill. 

It's misty, dark and humid! The screeching sound of my footsteps echoes through every corner. Or was there any boundaries to this place i'm stuck in? I'm completely lost. There's isn't any hint or specks of light in this horrible place. 

Lost? Lost! LOST! I can't keep on moving forward. I wanted to stay put and just give up on everything, but why can't I? What is this push that oblige me to move. There is no path in front of me. I'm frightened by this silence and this eerie darkness. I want to go home. 

Where's that ray of light when I needed it? Where's that comforting hug of yours when I needed it the most? Where's that familiar hand that used to pull me out of my deepest nightmare? 

Sitting with my arms wrapped around my cold legs. Waiting with fear and tears in my eyes. Emotions kept in a bottle, waiting for the right moment to spill out. I never knew today has finally arrived where I have come to realize how much I needed you. 

I need and miss you! Please find and bring me back to the real world. Love me like you used to. Show me that ray of light that guided me through out my life. 

Cherish me like there is no more tomorrow.

XoC* Dreamisty

P.S: There are times where darkest thoughts and feelings just appear. Best not to keep it, but instead just write it out. ;)