Laziness is just my weakness :)

It's been a while since i last wrote. Frankly, I would just make a lot of bull-poopie, saying that, "hey, i'm sorry I haven't wrote because I was busy lately with everything happening around me". But the truth is that-- I just cut the whole crapt-- "I am LAZY". Just this three words sums up all the lies I've been telling myself and to the others.

Yes, Laziness. That's my weakness, for me it's the so-called "sickness", since young. Hey, everyone can be lazy. Honestly, I wish I never had this so-called "sickness". It's just horrible in words that I can't explain.

Remember when I was young, my mum always say, "Find something to do instead of sulking there like dead fish. Change that laziness of yours and start cracking. Do something that is more meaningful in life. If you continue to be lazy like this, you would never be able to overcome this weakness of yours when you're grown up."

Back, then i was just 12. You know how it's like to be a child of that young of age. Always rebelling, always quarelling and always arguing. When I think about it now, like 6 years later, she was right about the fact that,  It's hard to overcome this weakness when you grow up. It's as though it's a part  of you now, and you can amend it easily.

As the old people say, "It's easy to learn the bad ways, but to make amend for a better way, it takes years.". I do regret it.

So i've been thinking, maybe this years resolution for me (yes, it's a bit late. But it's better late than never.) is to be more active and less lazy. Try to be more outgoing and fun, instead of staying in my dreamy land of thoughts. Overcoming this "sickness" of mine might be hard, but i'll find my determination and fight it with all my strength and might. ;)

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010! May all the resolutions made be a great success. And the most important is to be happy in life. ;D

XoC* Dreamisty